I wish you would step out from that ledge, my friend

Today is nothing other than productive. And I feel proud :) I woke up at about quarter past twelve then headed to AC to meet up with the guys.

SCREW
THEM
AND
THEIR
EVERLASTING
DOTA
MATHCES
WHICH
I'M
SO
BORED
AT
ALREADY
):

Anyways, headed for CelebrityFitness after that with Phil, Lik Chuen & Claire. I didn't do shit :/ I only cycled like, 2km and ran the same distance, then worked on my man boobs :D HAHAHA, I LOVE TO SAY THAT! Bought groceries from ColdStorage then went home to start testing out some recipe I made up just. AND AND AND AND AND AND THIS IS IT:

Calista asked me to teach her some recipes, cause she lives near me and all :) So of course you're welcomed! Oh, and I made some brownies *which are gone already, and I tried making PeanutButterCups ;D It shall be ready by tomorrow morning, then bringing them to school. Yeap, gonna go to bed now.

SCREW THE SHORT POSTS :)
THE FOOD PICTURES IS GOOD ENOUGH HAHAHA.

I can't keep up, I've been losing so much time. x.

Desperate time for desperate measures

I shall not blog today already :) Cause THANKS TO YOKE SHAN, now I have 5 posts JUST FOR TODAY. I'm such a bitch :D Bye.

Happy birthday ashwini :)

OOPS, I'M LATE. BUT IT GOT TO ME WHEN I WENT THROUGH THE PAPERS AND SAW OBAMA'S PICTURE. THEN I WAS LIKE, "OMG WTF HAHAHAHA, THIS LOOKS LIKE ASHWIN. AND DAMN, IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY!"

So anyway, HAPPY BELATED SWEET SIXTEEN BRO ASHWIN, THE GUY WHO SAID I'VE BECOME SO UNFIT ): IT'S OKAY MAN, I STILL LOVE HOW YOU PINCH MY ASS.

Now allow me to show you a picture of him together with Obama and see if you can tell the difference :)

See, this is the U.S. President, Obama.

And this is Ashwin :D OMG, THEY LOOK THE SAME!

HAHAHAHA, I'm sorry if it's criticism but, just stating my idea people :) Anyways, I'm gonna run to pasar malam to get some fresh fish for the cooking competition!

Happy birthday dude.

p.s.// Look at Obama's ears.
They totally look like Shrek's ear :D HAHA.

BITCH.

BRANDONCHEWYUNKEONG.

Thank you for the post below :) It touched my heart, not literally. But, well, it's touching. *wipes tears. I know, i'm an ah lian, and always have those thoughts of being young & sexy :D but, you, are such a bitch. You try to make a global announcement, of youknowwhat, you're so going down the DRAIN! and i mean it ):

youuu, *insertwordhere.
ask me, if you want to know what's the suitable word for it :D

but still,
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR ADVICES YEAH :)
i always know what to do,
thanks to you! :D :D

miss you too!
XOXO,
mygaybitch.
f.y.i,
I'M NOT YOUR AH LIAN.

Oh, you mean through my ass?

I BET YOKE SHAN THINKS SHE IS SO COOL :) BUT TRUTHFULLY, SHE'S NOT. I DON'T BLAME HER THOUGH. AH LIAN'S HAVE THOSE OLD AUNTY MINDS WHO THINK THEY'RE SO YOUNG AND SEXY. IT'S OKAY YOKE SHAN *THERE THERE.


IT'S OKAY (: I SHALL AUNTY WITH YOU TOO. MISS YOU. AND THANKS FOR THE LONG POST.

Through the trees.

Guess whose this?!

.....

............

......................

*shit, i'm using the same old trick.

OKAAAYYY. one clue, I'M NOT BRANDON CHEW.

nor, his friends...


..

....

...

HMM.. STILL NO IDEA??!?!?

...

......

..................

okay okay, i'm his BESTEST BESTEST FRIEND! *perasan.

....

which means

...

I'M.... YOKESHAN :)

HELLO EVERYBODY. Practically, i'm talking to no one, cause, currently, Brandon's blog, died. He's being a lazy ass, so, he decided not to blog. HOW DARE HE, FOR NEGLECTING HIS BLOG?! ):< *me, myself too :P HAHAH.

Hm, i'm not sure, if any of you are still reading his blog though. If you just came by, and is reading, THIS WORD, well, what to say, YOU'LL BE THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON EARTH! don't ask me how's that so, because i don't even have any idea too. Gah. I'm just being lame, period.

I'm bored, therefore, i'm being a good friend, in helping him to update his blog :)

WHO HERE, HAS WATCHED " JENNIFER'S BODY"?! No idea what's that show?! OHMYGOD. Just incase, those, who lives in a box/a cave, just so you know, is a horror/thriller movie, starring, MEGAN FOX! *applauds. " WOW, WHOSE MEGAN FOX?! SOUNDS HOT". If you don't know who's MeganFox, and you appear to be a guy with balls, you can go say BYE BYE to your balls, fuck yourself or even kill yourself.

THIS

is

Jennifer's Body :)

&

this

WOMAN,

here,

is


MeganFox.

HOT RIGHTTT.

She's like, the hottest woman alive, on EARTH. NO JOKE, okay! Try to find someone hotter than her! You'll fail, cause she's the hottest, and noone can beat her (unless you do plastic surgery, and turn out to be a barbiedoll, then that's different). Maybe one or two, but, she's counted ONE OF THE HOTTEST woman. :) Well, sometimes i wonder, if she has ever done plastic surgery. Maybe a nose job or something? How can, someone borned to be so perfect?! If can, i also want loorrrrr! I feel that she's kinda fake though, i mean, I'M SURE SHE HAS GONE THROUGH SOME PLASTIC. :X *don't throw eggs at me, guys*

Okay, this is not my main point. My main point is...

In the movie, you'll hear this song....

*so potong right, suddenly ask you guys bout song, instead of MeganFox.

Anyways, a song, named...

THROUGH THE TREES-LowShoulder.

That song, is awesome shit!

EMO EMO EMO :D verrryy nice ;)

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best friend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hanging over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

GO LISTEN TO IT :)

okay, i'm out!

p.s:// BRANDON CHEW YUN KEONG,
DOES NOT FIND,
MEGAN FOX,
HOT!
*gasps.
Yes, is either he's gay,
or he has no sense of taste in girls.
JUST KIDDING!
Well, i'm sure he has!
HAHAH.
He said that,
even KatieLee is hotter than MeganFox.
AWWW :D
IF YOU THINK,
MEGAN FOX IS NOT HOT TOO,
join this fan page on facebook,
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Megan-Fox-Is-Not-Hot/171361444189

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Hmmm, I don't have a lot to say ): BUT MY BLOG HAS BEEN SO GOD DAMN DEAD. AND I BLAME YOKE SHAN FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR ME. BUT SHE'S DOING IT NOW, SO WHAT THE HECK. Anyways, I skipped LEO RCC Meeting cause' I'm lazy I guess? I mean, it's the most boring shit I've ever been to. I'M SORRY YUANTING (: If you're reading this. Anyhoos, that dumb ass EUGENE GOH (OH YEAH, IT'S YOU EUGENE) didn't send to me the pictures to make the presentation, so I left all the work to him *boohoo.

Cooking competition's in two days (; I gladly hope I win! I'm really nervous though. I've got two sexy assistant chefs in my team: Lee Yoke Shan, my AH LIAN ;D & Claire Cosset, umm, the french girl who doesn't know anything about french food.

SOMETIMES I WANNA BE A GIRL ): ONLY SO THAT I CAN CAMWHORE SO MUCH, AND JUST POST THEM ON MY BLOG, SO THAT IT WON'T BE DEAD.

Calista is SHOOO SWEEEEET :) She posted this for Samuel Teh.




Good night, sweet dreams.

Studying, NOT MY THING.

Wanna know something , guys? I haven't studied yet. HAHAH, I mean the major thing is gonna' go off in about two weeks, and I'm still munching on my junk food packs and carbonated cans. Someone, help me hit the books please! I probably still have time , I think. Oh, and I'm going asia cafe tomorrow Ian and Phil. I have no idea, why I confirmed it LOL. But, whatever! Study ):

Day before Yesterday,

I cooked dinner for a few people tonight. Hahah, parents and sister are off at London. I miss you already, jie :\ . Um, dinner. Back to dinner. My oldest sister and I made dinner , from scratch ;D I'll probably exaggerate the names of my recipes! ;)

Lamb cutlets with Grilled Zuchinni and Portobello Mushrooms ;)

Grilled Steak, Bratwurst Sausages with Haloumi Cheese and Brocolli Mash! :D

Yesterday,
I woke up kinda late. Took a shower, and went down to find boxes of pizza waiting for me (: I gobbled up straight away. Watched CRANK 2: High Voltage! OMG, stupid stupid stupid show. And, the lead actor is the freaking Transporter guy which suppose to be OH-SO-COOL. But in this show, he’s screwing his girlfriend in the middle of a race track -.- Freaking nudity and sex scenes the whole movie HAHA. Felt awkward a lil’ bit, watching with sister and her boyfriend. But that’s ok.

I cooked dinner for myself tonight. I decided to try my own recipe of Spaghetti Carbonara. Screw the ass instant sauce which tastes like shit. I mean, IT’S SO SOUR ): Never tasted such horrible sauce before. So, I made my own J Which tasted so much better, and I have another recipe down into my book! Here it is.

Spaghetti Alla Carbonara :P

Oh, and I made cheesecake the night before. But had to refrigerate it for a day, so had it just. Blueberry cheesecake! (:

Yummy, no? :)

Recipes, ask me! :D Imma’ go to bed now. I’ve got 4 hours of rest, then off to ac . Nights, food lovers!

Like soft sand, right in my backyard :)

What a bummer(:

I finally had the time to cook something after that stupid week of exams :D Well, this here is Paprika Coated Southern Fried Chicken with Sesame Maple Syrup Sauce! :) Nice, no? Recipe will be given to those who wants em'.

Anyways, school sucked this few days. I haven't had a single A in my trials ): Well, I'm asking teacher to read thru my essay again, I bet I deserved more! Pfft.

Ass. Imma' sleep, nights.

Current music addiction: Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga.
Current mood: Stuffed.

Ee Lin is the nicest bitch.

Have you ever felt so alone? I did.

Ooh, it's dark here ): Hahah , I don't enjoy the dark when I'm alone. Reminds me of horror shows I watched back in the day when I was 9 years old. CHUCKY! D: That stupid doll just freaks me out. I'm chatting with Ee Lin now. Cheer freak, haha :D She's not replying. She's probably off googling pictures of Jeff Alarcon *some cheer guy. haha, no worries.

I got this from Shaza's blog to make my post longer (:

95 New Questions You’ve Probably Never Been Asked!

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my hair :D

2. What colour is your favorite hoodie?
purple and black , stripes!

3. Do you like coffee?
Oooh, starbucks frapuccino(:

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
bored, gonna sleep soon.

6. What’s the last letter of your crush’s name?
not crush, but lover. anyhoos, it's an E.

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim lah.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.
my dad gave me 500bucks cause I became president of Leo club srikl :)

9. Could you eat your favourite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it?
omfg, no. barf man .__.

10. What are you craving?
for now, money. to buy presents and my blackberry bold!

11. Do you floss?
yeah, once a week.

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
salad , yummm.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no -.-

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
BITE ;D

18. Do you use smileys?
DUHH.

19. How many bedrooms are in your house?
now, 6. gonna shift soon tho(:

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
ooh of course ;D

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
never tried before.

22. What’s the last song you had stuck in your head?
The Scientist - Coldplay.

23. How many countries have you visited?
omg, countless. hmm, 60-70? about there la haha.

24. Are your parents strict?
dad, yes. mom, not really.

25. Would you go sky diving?
i'll try it some day ;D

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
of course! I can brag to him about the race he hates too :D jkjk.

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
hahaha, yeap :P

30. Do you rent movies?
no.

31. Who sits in front of you in your math class?
Stanley Low.

35. Where are you going to be Saturday night?
umm, dinner with grandparents.

36. Brown or white eggs?
white (: but they cost me a buck for one.

37. Like rap music?
depends.

38. Ever taken a train?
oh, the fastest in the world!

39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
nope, but I saw the site. sad ):

41. What day of the week is it?
sunday! :D

40. What was your Lunch?
emm, lemme recall. OH, chicken rice!

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
not sure.

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
is that suppose to be like sex between them or something? If yes, then no.

47. So, how about them Yankees?
Huh? I don't like baseball.

51. Is your hair curly?
Wavy :)

52. Last time you cried?
Hmm, don't wanna tell.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
What else? Poles and cars HAHA.

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
what on earth is that? no.

56. Favorite season?
spring in aussie (:

61. The next person you’ll hold hands with?
katie lee sheah tsan ;D

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
um, no.

63. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
OH, yeaaaaah ;D

64. Do you think you’re old?
no.

65. Are you afraid of the dark?
when I'm alone.

66. Do you like your life right now?
Probably, yeah.

67. When’s the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
eeee, umm, cant remember!

68. Do you knock on wood?
no wtf.

69. Do you have good vision?
omfg no, I don't.

70. Can you hula hoop?
hahaha, shut up.

71. Where are your parents?
mom, using comp in her study. dad? dont know.

72. Have you ever kissed in an elevator?
Hahahahaha. Yea(:

73. What is the next CD you will buy?
pirated ones ;P

74. What brands are you wearing?
Nike top. Nike bottom.

76. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Lots of times.

77. Can you handle the truth?
sure, why not?

78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
FOOOOOD.

79. How often do you talk on the phone?
not very often.

80. Are you in a complicated relationship?
never haha.

81. Do you hate more than 3 people?
I don't hate anyone.

82. Have you ever tripped someone?
oh yeaaah.

86. Do you use chop stick?
when i have to.

87. Are you too forgiving?
nope. kinda.

88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
whazzat?

89. Do you own a gun?
hahahah, a BB gun which totally pranked sheila!

90. Have you made a prank phone call?
of course ;P

91. Have you ever been in a castle?
Hahaha, yeah. There was one in scotland.

92. Do you like your hair?
I do. but malaysian don't!

93. Do you like yourself?
Sure, why not?

94. Are you closer to your mother or father?
Mom.

95. Do you chat on AIM often?
no.

Fin.

Current music addiction: Torn - Natalie Imbruglia.
Current mood: I don't know ): Happy, I think.

It all started with a smile, LIKE THAT :D

Haha, heyyo people :) Sorry I haven't updated in a gazillion years. Just been kinda busy with my trials and it's getting closer to pmr! I still got lots to study, esp. sejarah ): I totally suck in it.

Anyways, I spent the last three days of holidays, in a crash course! Yes yes, KANCIL's crash course. Hey, it's awesomely worth it. Wanna know why? :D Cause Stanley Low was actually convinced to join it. HE ACTUALLY JOINED SOMETHING TO DO WITH KANCIL. He is officially a princess now :P Cuz' in Kancil, everyone is a prince/princess! HAHA, I tell you, that has to be one of the lamest so-called "catchy" phrase I've ever heard .___. And wanna know something? I had the same lunch, for four days in a row! Omg, and I'm still not bored. Sorry Abang Faris, for eating infront of you! :\ But it's k! You're a chilling guy. Ian Goh joined in the second day, after having him convinced by stanley to join too! ;D

On the second day, I bored to death during science ): I was doodling. I drew, a SMILE. And guess how it turned up to be like? :

The smile turned into this guy :)

I drew him a horrible-looking wife :|

They had a cute lil' baby ;D

I don't know how the rest of em' are related!

Tap Tap Revenge(:

I was hungry. Lame, hahah.

I didn't know I was suppose to go on thurday too, which is today! Till I found out from Faris few days ago. I already told my parents it was till wednesday ): And rmb what happened last time? I got caught for ponteng-ing tuition for two weeks. I don't wanna loose their trusts again. I wany my blackberryBold for my birthday, I think :P

Anyways, I'm bored of typing already. Ciao :)

Current music addiction: Phantom (Soulwax Remix) - Justice.

Current mood: Annoyed by dad. But fine, I guess.

Happy SIX MONTHS baby

That tonight's gonna be a good night :)

Katie and I are 6 months today (: Doesn't time pass extremely fast when you're having a good time? Gah, our pavillion plans didn't work out today. But the best part was that she came my house yesterday, for a study date ;D Worked out perfectly, and yes time passed really fast when we were having a good time. Anyways, thanks for a great time babe! Ily.

Sweet dreams honey, imissyoulots!

Current music addiction: Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade.

Current mood: Excited :D

www.rick.com

PMR is the worst bitch, EVER

Dreafully boring, first day of exams.

Today, was extremely boring. All I did was play my iPod touch the whole day, till exam started of course. Clarence and Brandon Koh fought for no reason again. Clarence kicked bra's leg, he kicked back; then both started fighting LOL. End of story.

Tuition; faris didn't come cause he had no transport. So, leaving me at mamak alone ): eating alone. Went up to tuition. and FINALLY SOMETHING THAT MADE ME LAUGH :D. My friend, Aiman in tuition was like damn blur; teacher asked him something so damn simple and he couldn't answer.

Aiman: Cikgu, bagaimana nak buat ni?
Teacher: Ok ok, first thing first. What is 3 - 3?
Aiman: Aaah, 6. (whole class laughs madly) Oh wait wait, it's 0!
Teacher: giggles.. What is 5 - 5?
Aiman: Sepuluh lah. (whole class laughs even more) Allah, 0! 0!

Zomg, he was like.. So freaking blur man! HAHA ._. Oh no, I haven't finished studying maths and science :\ Die! Gotta run now, byee!

Current music addiction: I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson
Current mood: Extremely bored.

This is such a gay post ):

Happy to say I feel the same way too.

Ah, zhouwei's recent post has kicked something up to me too. Can't believe i'm saying this but, sorry philippe. Now that you're in sweden, I start to realize that I too, will miss you. Though sometimes your jokes could be taken seriously, most of the time their funny too. I can't just take one moment you triggered me, and let my anger on you be taken so much. You're probably thinking what you did wrong - joking ain't wrong - but it did hurt me too. I'm sorry that I brought back the past. Stanley tried to give me an advice, I barely listened. I was selfishly thinking too much about myself and how to bring you to pieces.

You really wanna know why I was so mad at you? Try and remember, but forget about it after. Cause I know that I will. And I still can't believe i'm gonna share this with everyone but, here goes.

Three years ago, we were great friends. I'm not saying we aren't now, but sometimes I wonder whether you even treat me as a friend. No offence. Anyways, three years ago I was a dog. I was bullied, kicked and looked down upon. I know you know who bullied me. I know you knew I had peer pressure ): I was afraid, everyday I come to school. Unfortunately, I could even cry from what happens. One day, I could barely stand the pain any longer. I asked you to help me, philippe. I begged you, on the middle staircase of our primary building. But no, you refused to help me. You were the only person I could've look up to, to help me and protect me. Probably you wanted me to be independant. But think about it, what could I have done to protect myself? You were the only one, who was actually stronger and smarter than my bully. You didn't help me. As a friend, you didn't :\ Why didn't you? Till this day, I can't forget how much pain I suffered then. All cause you never helped me.

But i'm ready to let it go. I can't believe I spent just an hour, trying to ruin your last year in malaysia. And the best part was that it actually worked as planned. Gosh, I feel bad. I feel so selfish, arrogant. It's somebody I never thought and wanted to be. I'm happy to say i'm sorry for what happened. I wish for it to be forgotten. But I also wish you would say sorry to me too. It's not like you didn't hurt my feelings. I am not a nobody, phil. I know I am somebody. I know I have the power to bring you down. But for now, i'm weak.

_________

I have something to say for alot of you guys too. Here goes.

Stanley, best friend for 8 years - You've been the best yet most different friend ever. The different thing is that I have no idea who you like now, and that I dont know how you show your feelings towards me. The good thing is that you aren't biased at all. That's really good. I mean, you know how to stand up to me and tell me that i'm wrong in the nicest way. Your persuasion is one of a kind and your voice is extremely hilarious. Don't stop. I'm sorry if I barely listen to you sometimes, but I really do treat you as a friend.

Ian Goh, great friend for 2 years - Ian, I have nothing to say about you. You are just too perfect. Honestly, I've never complained about you, and I have no doubts having you as a friend. You share every secret with me, and I even know secrets others don't know. You give me excellent advice and you never fail to be by my side when I need help. That's the best part about you :)

Jing Her, good friend for 5 years - You are a half-half guy. Sometimes you act like my boss, and sometimes my good friend. I kinda like both but of course I prefer the friend part :D We became friends in the weirdest way and we used to rule together perfectly. But I don't wanna be a leader anymore. I just wanna be a friend. I have no doubt that you are better than me.

Zhou Wei, good friend for 4 years - I have quite alot to say about you. You're sometimes up and down. Most of the time up. Though, sometimes I dont know whether you really are you or trying to hide yourself by being someone else. You inspired me the very first time I met you. We went through many series of clubs, girls and fights together. You've tried your best to keep us as one, defending us when we're in trouble. You dare to do anything, zw. You're the reason why i'm writing this whole thing in the first place! It's truly, and honour to be in your presence and be one of your friends. Thank you for helping me realise.

Brandon Lim, good friend for 3 years - I have no idea how I met you. I knew you in standard3 and all I remember was me threatening you to tell me something. I treat you more like my brother actually ;D Excluding us having the same name, and same birthday of course, that's just a failed excuse for me to treat you like a brother. I treat you like one cause I dont know why, I just feel something.

Chein Wee, good friend for almost 2 years - Banting, you are honestly a very very good friend. You've shown to me respect and care. You've shown me the most rapid friendship eversince we fought back in form one. I'm speechless. I read your blog and , oh how I wish I could pay more attention to you for a change. I've been blardy ignorant, and now I feel guilty. I'm sorry, forgive me.

Chee Soong, good friend for 2 years - Shawty, I'm sorry for annoying quite a number of times. And I know we had a rough start, but I can see now that you can be and you are a good friend. You'ce show me how hard it is, to be a constant good friend. But I know now.

Clarence Chow, friend for 2 years - Um, there's really nothing much to say about you. You are funny and laughing all the time. I dont know why, but I can just laugh without a reason when you're around me. I know I can't never stay mad at you, and I can never feel sad when i'm aorund you.

Abang Faris, good friend for 2 years - Macha; tuition buddy; and good friend. You are great. Great in sense that you really understand how I feel but try your best to never ever show it to anybody. I hope I play my part well enough too.

Brandon Koh, friend for 2 years - Nothing much to say about you really. I really like you cause your skin is extremely nice. I've never seen such skin in my life before. Haha, one pimple and my heart breaks. Dont worry, i'm straight not gay :D

Derrick Ng, good friend for 5 years - I'm sorry I forget to bring your shoes every single day. Other than that, you are never mad at me. Even if you are, you never show it and you never fail to keep me awake when i'm daydreaming. I know, we share many same interests. I promise to buy you shots next time.

Well, that's pretty much I have to say.













And to everyone, we aren't a gang ): We really are nothing compared to the world. I never wanted us to be a gang. We're just friends, really close friends. We've probably been stuck and committed to being a gang cause we're loud and all that. But, what's the point? As long as we help each other in times of needs. That's it. I know we're freaking popular. But popular for what? Bullying people? Get into clubs? Nah, I think we aren't popular. People are just jealous that we are great friends, helping each other. We are what we are , and each of you know that. Let's be good, okay? I'm sorry.

I'm not gay. Just trying to be better .

Thank you for your time. Yours truly.

Current music addiction: Beautiful mess - Jason Mraz.
Current mood: Emotional and feeling rather regretful.

Dance baby, dance.

Craving and tempted for a new cookbook.

Oh my god, I am so wanting new recipe cookbook. As you know, Jamie Oliver is my idol chef :) And he has this cookbook which I fell in love with . I dont know why, but his techniques are just so unique! Anwyays, I saw the book two months ago , but haven't had the urge to buy it just then. I really want it now, but I cant get it so soon cause my exams are next week and I have to stay home to study for it.

So, if anyone can please help me to buy first ? I'll pay back (:

Surprisingly, it's my favourite show on tv too ;D

It would be much appreciated :D

______

Stomach filled with empty lies & awful cries.

Don't worry, it doesn't mean anything :) My stomach was actually filled with alot of stuff! - talking bout tuition yesterday evening - I reached tuition kinda early, so I went to Ahkoong to eat first. I ate 2 bowls of wantan mee, one bowl of vegetable soup, 4 crispy foochok and one bowl of whole ikan bawal (soup) LOL. Unfortunately, I wasn't full just yet ._. Faris was with me. I bet he had an awkward feeling cause surrounding him was pork. We made a deal to ponteng tuition today cause the english teacher is not good at teaching and is very sensitive. So, he spent one period with me at my restaurant. And later on, I spent one period with him at a mamak :D . I ordered one whole freaking garlic cheese naan! I ate the whole thing, leaving a wee' bit.

Went home shortly after. Oh, I got 553,028 points for Pokerface LadyGaga on my Taptap revenge ;D Beat that Ian.

Anyways, later. Imma' study now!

Current music addiction: Showstopper - AJ Rafael.
Current mood: Happy.